well im glad she means so much to you, to do the thing in my favorite movie that i had wished someone would do for me! can u fucking believe It? i def cant. uh ohmegee. i wanna die. i was in a great mood. he promised me we would be okay! how can we be okay if i find things out like this???? i wish christmas was over.... i wish life was over... damn ( Read more... )

So I’m sitting here on a Saturday night not doing anything again. Go figure.. I have no life. And im sitting here thinking of him. Its sucks the fact that he’s not thinking of me. My mom thinks its all a lie? I don’t.... I miss him. I wish that he wanted to see me to, but I think truly he’s in love with his best friend. I truly believe that*I work ( Read more... )

haha i was trying to show someone somethin :-) so i made my point yall know im cool. ummm i dont know . im bored i love michael yeah,, um i dno!!!!!!!

alrighty done leave some palease?

IM cool

So things are starting to look better. and i like that. :-) christmas is in 9 days... and i might be going to the movies this weekend with michael? hopefully.... I see couples everyday together, and it kinda sucks to know they get to hang out all day and see each other everyday, i mean i wish i could see him a little more than every other weekend ( Read more... )

welll. times are starting to stink.... i know i should be happy and i should jump around after saturday... but i cant i lost my best friend, and that really kinda sucks. i wish i could get him back. but there isnt anyway untill he wants to come back and i guess thats better, but i duno i miss talking on the phone with him untill god knows when i ( Read more... )

So i slept outside last night.. twas cold!!! and i dont feel too good now. shhh michael!!! i know what ur saying ;-) i did come in at 3 tho.. i really didnt sleep just watched shooting stars. Made the same wish over and over, god damn free will! its like bruce almighty where god cant interfer with free will and love and all that junk!... i just ( Read more... )

So haven’t really updated in a while well since Saturday and that was a crappy update, Im bored and in chemistry. I <3 Michael. He made me happy last night when the whole kris thing went down. Kris was being a bitch. Not everyone uses people for sex or wants it just to get people to love them. Well apparently to her you do. W.e IM sorry just ugh ( Read more... )

so i think i did the stupidest thing ever... i dont know why i do it? i mean i was accepting the fact that we arent together. but now i have to deal with what happened is now gonna want me to have you. i know ur taking the time you need. but now i feel like fuck i've just been fucked over and im not sure wether or not we can get it back cause u ( Read more... )