MY BOOK LIST - started summer 03 ( Read more... )

Forty questions about 2005 ( Read more... )

HAVE YOU EVER ( Read more... )

i'm so angry right now... i've been workin out and sorta eating better for like 3 or so weeks and i'm still fat and ugly. my pants are still too tight and all my shirts look bad. i'm just gonna freakin wear hoodies all the time from now on so nobody has to see my fatness. i want to look better but i feel hopeless. worse tho is that everyone thinks ( Read more... )

i got a new pink computer and i love love love it! it's so beautiful and fast and cool and yay! however.... it's so tough when people i love don't love eachother. it seems like it always happens to me. i love people and i want them to love each other too, but it never happens like that (i couldn't be that lucky of course). it makes it hard for me ( Read more... )

so summer is basically gone, i can't believe how fast it went by! it was so nice, especially since i didn't have any summer projects. i got to relax A LOT and i got a really nice tan (which excites me greatly) i got a lot of time to hang out w/ the boy (who i love soooo much) and i got to hang out with the girlies (who i also love mucho). i'm sad ( Read more... )

summer gives me too much time to think
i should call people to do stuff
to keep busy
but i don't feel like doing anything
i don't feel like like thinking
or being friendly

i guess i had a lot of bottled up emotions that all sorta came out and exploded last night. it was rough. i also got 4 hours of sleep. but yeah everything's good now i'm happy ( Read more... )

i'm in a very bad mood
i'm tired
i'm sick (still)
my plans for tonight were ruined
YOU are snappy and drive me insane
i have a ton of work to do

so i'm in AP Gov, not doing anything productive obviously! this weekend should be fun/interesting. we're going to my dad's side of the family family reunion in boston. and by "we're" my lovely christopher is coming too. hopefully my family won't be too weird, typically they're pretty tame, but they tend to be a smidge competitive about like ( Read more... )