My cousin died this past weekend, and its a pretty big bummer. Mostly because I was mildly excited about being able to actually hang out with him. My older cousin go to the bar a lot and now that I'm 21 i felt like I'd really be able to get closer to them being that Im now 21, but this is not the case. I actually wish i was younger and not 'in' on ( Read more... )

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it's negative degree in the burg..... and i have class. I must have forgotten as a college student i was given anti-hypotherma abilities

oh wait, i wasn't.... fuckers

Today I saw something that broke my heart, and maybe you will think I'm crazy
His name was Bryan Patter and as pittsburgh gets smaller he actually attended the same highschool as me.  I never knew him, I never met him, and in fact- I never knew he existed until today, which is ironic, because he doesn't. I reckon I can't phrase it any better then- ( Read more... )

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Well this year has been rough. How do you walk away from someone when you still love them very much even though you know deep down inside it will never work out or be the way it should? I don't know. For the last year I've felt sufficated and when given a chance to breath i nearly fall into an anxiety attack because I'm not use to it. Is it ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just feel stupid. I can't wait for school to start.

Today I magically had a facebook... thanks alexis? 
So since some random person named 'sebastian'wanted to be my friend and facebook emailed me to see if i knew him (and i didnt), i decided to look around. 
Facebook has aloud me to pretty much go to a highschool reunion 8 years early..
WOW have people changed in just 2 years....
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you sounded stoned. I think you could tell i was too but you managed to pick the very best pizza and so many delicious deserts for me to order.  I really appreciated the help :) especially on such a no good terrible very bad day.

Dear IRS,

Thank you for being completely moronic.... Much more thanks for delaying my taxes 6 to 8 weeks longer from TODAY!  I will not be seeing any of my hard earned money till August. Fucking dicks.  Furthermore, thank you turbo tax for absolutely nothing.

Fire and brimstone,
Christian Morran