things are nuts
My cousin died this past weekend, and its a pretty big bummer. Mostly because I was mildly excited about being able to actually hang out with him. My older cousin go to the bar a lot and now that I'm 21 i felt like I'd really be able to get closer to them being that Im now 21, but this is not the case. I actually wish i was younger and not 'in' on the family secrets.