the reason you should never tell anyone anything that makes you less worthwhile, your faults, isw because they will just use them against you later either to make you feel bad or tell others to make you feel worse.

today i blew off my friend to hang out with my boyfriend for the last time....

there just is no winning

 Leave a comment and I will ( Read more... )

So yea I'm 20 and completely, or at least it feel like it, unaccomplished.  I had so many ambitions, goals, expectations for myself as i departed highschool, and now i feel like i've backstabbed myself and wasted TWO YEARS! of my life. Where the hell did those two years go. It feels like I graduated yesterday, moved in with lisa this morning and ( Read more... )

 so today if it wasn't bad enough, scott broke up with me via text message. The boy i have fallen in love with for the last 6 months has broken my heart on the single worst day. i feel pain and anger. i feel betrayed and lonely. i feel sadness.  I feel that perhaps things happen for a reason and that maybe the time has come and it needed to come at ( Read more... )

real quick: for my birthday i collectively recieved 7 sugar-free redbulls from various people i work with... at least they know how i like it

Well, i haven't written a post in awhile, and i'm in such a good mood because of the snow day i had today that i do not feel bad at all selfishly writing about myself as opposed to doing homework.  Although now that i have the gumption to do so, i'm kinda at a lost for word. I've been awfully busy going to school and work leaving little to no time ( Read more... )

There's a couple things i need to tend to. 
Lets get things going...

It's been the quickest year  of my life. Every time i blink i feel as though one month has gone by, and it seems that with every blink, every month im left feeling shorted. Let's recap:

This past february I moved into my first apartment, to escape my father's wrath,  with my roommate and best friend lisa. Things started out slow, but were coming ( Read more... )

well everyone knows the holidays are a hectic time of year, and the same applies to me ( Read more... )

merry christmas...

im glad its done.