Too many times I feel like saying goddamnit. And I hate saying "getting used to disappointment." I hate when my sarcasm is not well taken. I hate when I feel like I should be ostracized because of who I am. I know sometimes that I'm not quite what I should be. I know sometimes I disappoint people. But should I disappoint myself? Am I really ( Read more... )

My dad is leaving for Pennsylvania tomorrow morning to pick up Tommy Boy and he won't be home for my birthday. Therefore, he felt compelled to give me his gifts tonight. Naturally, I was almost asleep on the couch after a lagging S&S, but still glad to be receiving gifts in this materialistic era anyways. I opened up the bags that he brought down ( Read more... )

Today's Easter. Happy Easter ( Read more... )

So I had an away message up tonight. It was originally the continuation of a tangent because I was fuming about censorship and how much I loathe the man, etc. etc. etc., and my mother called me melodramatic. Now, I don't think I'm at all dramatic, much less melodramatic, and it truly made me wonder where they got that idea... Right ( Read more... )

So, long time no update, eh?

The Bulletin never got back to me. So much for my columning endeavors. Aw well, I'll still keep on writing, because that's what I do anyway. I could probably start by updating this one more often, so that's what I'll do. I'm in English now, which means my literary references and metaphors will be uped by about a ( Read more... )

So today made me feel like that character in The Hunchback of Notre Dame that is imprisoned somehow, and gets out, only to trip on something or other and wind up back in the stocks. It was happy, sad, stressful, fabulous, disappointing, exciting, embarassing, and simply interesting overall ( Read more... )

So my dad apologized for giving me the "disappointed" solitude because my mom made him feel guilty. I know it was earnest, but I still get frustrated and defensive. That's beside the point.

I also got to talk to Alex a little bit :-) which always makes me feel better. He's coming over on Saturday after the SATs, joy! It's the pinnacle of my week ( Read more... )

Normally, I'd have a nice, witty entry for you. And this will be. However, as the Random Rants of Pamela Suzanne, I have to add a little ranting first ( Read more... )

The Xbox 360 is a peculiar thing. First of all, I don’t understand the name of it. Understandably, it’s a sequel to the Xbox. That’s where the word “Xbox” comes from. However 360? I’m under the general assumption they imply that they spun the Xbox around 360 degrees. If you take that figuratively, you can comprehend that as “completely revamped and ( Read more... )

I meant to say "Copyrighted by Shop Rite" yesterday on the bus; however, by accident I said "Shopyrited" instead, so I'm starting a new trend, and whenever something is being copyrighted by TDH, inc., for as long as I'm a somewhat faithful employee of Shop Rite, I shall say Shopyrited, just cause it sounds cool ( Read more... )