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ok so yesterday was ok, sucked for teresa and i'm still going to kill larry. i'm really sad because yesterday was the first day i've really heard john talk bout goin to jail. and it made me wana cry because he said hes 99% sure hes getin locked up. i honestly dont know what i'm guna do without him because i love him sooo much and i cant stand to be ( Read more... )

ok so theres good and bads things about today but i just want to focus on the good... so its official, my sister has been to the doctors and she IS pregnant. She's between 4 to 8 week spregnant which means in 7 to 8 months i will be an aunt to a young boy or girl. this makes me sooo happy because im soo happy for my sister and dave. now a lot of ( Read more... )

mil ball was the shit! everybody had the best time and it was amazing. tho there was a lot of grinding goin on *cough* MB *cough* it was one of the better dances that i've been to in a long time and i wish i could go back to it. there were a lot of ppl i didnt know but they were fun and even tho he wont admit it i know bob had a good time too! and ( Read more... )

ok so this weekend has been awesome and i've gotten to hang with john every day. granted hes not the monst intelligent and all but i still love him a lot. people have been askin me all week why i've been smilin so much and what i've been so happy about... well now you have your answer. hes wonderful for me and hes the best! and as long as he can ( Read more... )

honestly i dont know what the hell is goin on because sun night richard, gina, and i went down to john's house in lockland to hang out and watch the nascar race. well so we prolly chilled there for a good 2 or 3 hours and it was a lot of fun! it was kinda funny tho because i became john's pillow RLY quickly. anyways he txt me afterwards and asked ( Read more... )

ok so yesterdayi officially bought tickets for mil ball so theres no way that i can back out of it now... not after i spent $30 on the tickets. but i am happy because i asked bob if he'd go with me and he said that he would so that makes me extra happy cus i dont feel like sucha loser now! its ok tho cus i love bob and hes a sweetheart so we ( Read more... )

and once again life gets better and better (NOT). i just have many problems and most of them inovlve the same person. but its a drug because im addicted and i cant pull away i mean it sux ass! and honestly i dont know if i want to.... its one of those messed up deals where feelings just fuck it all up! anyways lets all be excited because mil ball ( Read more... )

so tomorrow's valentines day and once again its guna suck. for the majority (probably all of my life) ive had the worse valentines day ever. i didnt think this was possible but it definately is. the one year that i actually wanted to be with a specific person for valentines day it isnt guna happen. i officially think that i have the worse luck of ( Read more... )

So after seeing Josh Brockman's brother and cousin two days in a row... i finally saw him today. So heres my problem with it... too many memories. It all began when LeLe was dating Josh and i got along w/him but never got to know him but over the past summer and i found out he's actually a pretty decent guy and hes cool as hell to chil w/... but ( Read more... )