oh my dear god i am so fucking sick of being surrounded by incompetent wankers that are so fucking useless they need me to wipe their arse for them ( Read more... )

hmm not sure why but im really angsty atm

i think im about to blow

and nothing is making me feel better

also at the moment,

well in the last 6 months or so

i have been putting of calling people

like right now for example

i need to call some one and ill most likely feel heaps better

but i cant

i literally seem to be experiencing some sort ( Read more... )

ok so over this summer i spent a shit load of time at fi's place just sitting by the pool, smoking and watching american dad.
now one night we decided to get krissy to read out taro cards and fuck do i wish she hadn't.
there was something that she said that has been bothering me all this fucking time and now i have realized what it means i feel even ( Read more... )

so its saturday night and im officially board.
i am at moms and im poor at a bats butt.

liz's wish list -
$150 spending money
bottle of vodka & line for pre drinks
a bag of hydro for winding down
and mr big to shag at the end.

now non of these things are hard to get but all at once is the issue

oh my god...
board 
board 
board!

im trying to be productive but ( Read more... )

ok so im officialy sick of being disappointed.
disappointed by my judge of charecter,
disappointed by other people,
so much so that i have decided to not get to know anymore people.
thats it,
im stuck with the ones i already know.
and im not letting other people get to know me.
grrrr...
whats wrong with people? 
is no one remotely normal these days?
( Read more... )

well yeah im not out but at home in my bed room. 
and its ok, i have excepted this.
the big question on my mind has been the following -
my hair, to go short and red (a bob with a fringe)
or 
keep it long, black and dreads?

ok im going to google pictures of what i imagine both of these hair cuts to looks like and then see...

but it will probably he the ( Read more... )

well this has been the best week ever! 
my show is going to fucking ROCK!
i am so pumped to go out and just have a huge night out! 
as apposed to every other of  my nights how? 
lol
oh and i am so 'inlove' with dean!
that boy is the best
he's just so ... umm awesome!
i just have so much fun with him.
but this is something that i have noticed while i was on ( Read more... )

ok so last night at the island totally fucking rocked! 
oh my god!
so much fun and booz had by all and there was a constant hint of drama in the air.
so sweet!

anyway  what i wanted to say was that in the last six months these have been my fav nights:
-last night at the island
-hanging out with the band
-my show (1st one)
-the horse farm night
- that night ( Read more... )

i saw 'requiem for a dream' on friday night
and then did my show on sat
it was really surreal to lay on that bed in the middle of the club and talk to you about just stupid shit and smoke.
i really liked that moment
hmm i wander if dean can drive a yacht...
and then we were back at elliot street and i was stuck thinking about
what ash said,
the movie,
what ( Read more... )

this morning i woke up at about 10am and had braky in bed ( Read more... )