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Day 12, Therapist 3
haven't written in a while. i guess thats good. nothing to write about.
one of my old friends moved to irvine and i guess Lauren must've told her about my progress because she asked me to go down there. when i told my dad he said that i had to find my own way down there so i'm going to try to make it a group thing. ya no, try and bring the old group ( Read more... ) -
Day 6, Therapist 3, Sick Day 1
hey guess what! i'm sick. yay. anyways. i'll start 3 days ago ( Read more... ) -
Day 3, Therapist 3
nothing happened today. just cutting still. watching over my sisters every step. force of habit i guess. didn;t have to go to therapy, thank god. she annoys me. she doesn't understand. nobody does. i guess i stopped trying to make people understand. i got one of my friends back. she read my blog and finally started talking to me again. trying to ( Read more... ) -
Day 2, Therapist 3
Nothings changed today. My family still thinks i'm crazy, and nobody understands. nobody will even listen to try and understand... thats why i don't bother with the therapist. i tell her what she needs to hear so that she can leave me alone.
Today my sister was trying to talk to me. i think my parents sent her because she just said the exact same ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Memo to Myself
Don't screw up your time at Milikan, and if you do DON'T GO OUT WITH CHRISTIAN! i think that was the worst mistake i've ever made by far. he was the reason i started cutting. -
Day 1, Therapist 3
Today was my first day with my new therapist. She was just as "helpful" as the other ones were, but this one was much worse. She always starred at me like i was crazy. talking to my like i was 5 years old! it was so frustrating! i just wanted to get up and slap her. She starred at my arms almost the entire hour. She said I didn't need to wear my ( Read more... )