Well back home. Already I hate it. Just a reminder that here everything is falling down around me and I get no steps forward and everyday here fall two steps back. Funny how some things can change you just like that. Am I the same person I was when I left nope. Still friendly ..still caring but i definitely know now there is more to life than ( Read more... )

don't worry still having fun ( Read more... )

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT ( Read more... )

Well first entry here. Don't know what to talk about but kinda fitting that my first entry is from me in Ohio when I've been thinking a lot about life. In about 8 days or so I'll be home but to be honest my mind isn't on home at all. If it wasn't fr my daughters honestly I wouldn't go home. My mom has her life now and i guess iI'll always be a ( Read more... )

Another update. Man I’m on a roll. A lot is on my mind though. A little over 10 days left in Ohio and I’m enjoying it so much that I already dread going back to that darn empty house. I did figure out a lot about myself though. How I use the house as an escape from the world. I said before I was waiting for the world to come to me. Hiding from ( Read more... )

Thought I’d update My journal a bit. I’m having quite a time in Ohio. It’s funny at my age , how much I haven’t done or tried being that I was the hermit that left my house once a month. First having a girlfriend that actually acknowledges me in public and is not afraid of what people will think is new and it feels good actually. Tiffany well she’s ( Read more... )

This time next week I should be in Ohio with Tiffany and thanks to resent events I can't help but think. First nervous butthat part is ok. I consider this the biggest step in my life seeing as I never really traveled. Hell barely go anywhere. My friend April would always say I need to get out of the house go somewhere anywhere because well living ( Read more... )

I ended up having a good day after all. Glad it's over though and I look forward to Christmas already hopefully atTiffany's. Generally I hate holiday season. Usually I am ignored during the holiday season and such. Butthen I am use to being ignored till needed or I was. A guy could get use to theattention I get from people now from certain friends ( Read more... )

Well another Thanksgiving and again another year with me spending Thanksgving in a different way that I had hoped. Not that having my three little girls isn't great cause those are my babies but I'd be lying if I said I didn't wish for more of a true family situation. The kind like all my friends on here are having. I'm not exactly sad more ( Read more... )

Where To Begin ( Read more... )