So whats up homies? Havnt talked to anyone really in the past few months. Im back at home now. Its kinda cool, got a new room basically, its green... yeah. Living in the basement is weird though. So all I basically do is go to school, work and chill with THA BOYZ!! Yeah. So my Christopher is getting out of jail in a few weeks, im super excited I ( Read more... )

im sorry to all of you.

my time to be selfish.

I love you James.

so yeah. im at my moms house. had to help out my dad cuz hes been too sick to do anything. yard work sucks. been chillin at James's like all week. i love him. oh yeah we got back together on the 14th. i was happy. easter was great. chilled with james all day and made a nice dinner and we baked cookies and yeah it was a lot of fun. CHRONIC. im lovin ( Read more... )

so what up people? nothin much with me. been around a bit. chillin. tryin to get back to being normal which isnt going to great. thinkin about goin to the shrinks again. schools going okay. seems like the classes suddenly got harder? i dont understand that. going to RCI twice a week still, takes up time. tryin my hardest to keep clean for probation ( Read more... )

today was kinda weird. couldnt sleep this morning, shit on my mind always wont let me sleep. my mind has been running crazy and i think its time to bring in the outside help. chilled with muh sistas and got ice cream, well they did. saw Grimmy and talked to him, havnt seen that dude in forever. went to work. had an awesome time at work chillin with ( Read more... )

well lifes a bitch and it seems like things are getting worse and worse. doesnt look like theres much to live for anymore...

goddamn why did things have to end this way? why did things have to end at all? i guess because im a fuck up but that'll change....

<3JRH forever and always even if he does hate me.

What up people? Nothin much goin on with me. Been werkin and shit. Chillin at tha house and being bored. RCI is going okay. I get off prebation befor christmas, sweet. Christopher needs everyone to write him lots of letters!!!! I miss him, all of his letters that he sends me make me sad. James and I broke up like a few weeks ago and shit and it ( Read more... )

my life is a fucking mess.

i lost james. and i dont think he wants to get back together anymore.

its fucking killing me.

i cant fucking live without my heart.

what is there when theres nothing left?

so last night FUCKING SUCKED. one of the worst nights of my life. i love my best friends. i dont ever want to lose them. i care more about them than my own family, its really sad, because, i consider them to be my family. they are the ones who love and care about me. i dont know what i would do with out my bros. a long night of screaming, crying ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhh. yeah i dont know. nothing of much importance has been going on. spending almost all of my time with James. havnt slept in my own bed or house for that matter in two weeks. i dont talk to my parents. ever. because im never home. i go to work.... sometimes. the best thing ive got going on right now is my relationship with James, which ( Read more... )