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[lifeinawalnut]

today was kinda weird. couldnt sleep this morning, shit on my mind always wont let me sleep. my mind has been running crazy and i think its time to bring in the outside help. chilled with muh sistas and got ice cream, well they did. saw Grimmy and talked to him, havnt seen that dude in forever. went to work. had an awesome time at work chillin with the Dub Crew. ended up gettin drunk and going to see Ice Age 2. fucking funny ass movie. then went out and did what ever saw some peeps, chilled, just got back. im stayin the night at my moms house for the first time since i moved out. kinda really fucking weird i dont know if ill be able to sleep :/. this past week has been real stressful and im not real sure about anything anymore. im really starting to doubt myself about something i thought i never would. maybe it is time for a change. scary for me, none of you know what the hell im talking about. but its important trust me. but anyways this week will be boring. werkin like as much as possible. going to go see Christopher wednesday!!!!!! god i miss him so fucking much!!!! yeah... im really likin werkin all the time. keeps me busy though i cant get shit off my mind.

but yeahhhhhh i dont know.

<3JRH.

Later.