I am an asshole.
I hurt people's feelings. I don't think before
I speak. I am sorry. I deserve whatever you give to me.
It's jealousy. It's stupid, immature shit that I do.

Grow up Johnathan.

Are you blind!?!? Can you not see this?
I am furustrated by this! I need to move
on but when I think why I think why I have
been holding on. I don't try to mean, it's
just you make me feel like I don't matter.
The hugs are fake, the smile is a mask.
Please realize this.

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