Jan 06, 2005 20:27
I don't know why I am thinking so much about this, but I can't
my mind off when we graduate. I'm only a junior and I'm already
worrying
about that! I am worried that this year and next will
sweep by and every moment we had would have been taken for granted
until we realize as we're packing for college
and
saying our goodbyes. I don't want to be in a hurry to end
high school. The drama sucks I know but it's a part of our lives.
I am going to miss everyone so much. I have a feeling that we
will all lose contact of each other and all we would have left
would be our memories. I am beginning to say that a lot for some reason.
Ahhh! I worry about so much stuff now. It makes me stressed out.
Sitting in my car eating a chicken sandwich from McDonalds at the
CVS parking lot made me think about so much. I don't want to take the driving in 141 traffic in the morning for granted. Or the Bickering in the drama green room before school starts saying how much it sucks
to be in school right now.
*sigh*
I need to calm down and wait till it's time to worry. Most like I won't be able to though.