I cared about you more than I could ever explain....

I need to learn to say things out loud

 I'm moving to California in 3 weeks.

As excited as I am all I have been able to do is stress....daily i feel a panic attack coming on

I'm making the right decision....right?

 Nothing has changed.  I graduated college, got a real job, and wish I was a kid again.

So I was sitting here feeling sick about the whole situation, it hasnt quite hit me that its all real yet, but it will tomorrow ( Read more... )

So I know I never update this thing anymore, but ( Read more... )

I wish I liked updating this thing like I used to, I mean I should love to, so much goes on in my life that I should talk about, but yet I find myself updating this thing once every couple months and when I do it, its only because I have nothing to do ( Read more... )

So, last night was probably, no wait...it was one of the funnest nights I've had in a long time. Shannon and I went to a gay bar/strip club with a bunch people she works with. I've decided I LOVE GAY GUYS! I also decided gay bars are way better than straight bars, they are my new favorite thing to do.

I just typed a whole entry, reread it and realized I need to move on in my life, so, so much for that update it was nothing worth reading!

One quick update though, the hoedown was this weekend and last night we went and had a good time of course then drank over here and had sex talk....good times with my bests. I love them!

Wow what the hell went on this weekend! My birthday was thursday so of course lots of celebrating when on....A LOT of celebrating with A LOT of alcohol ( Read more... )

Just so everyone knows....I'm happy and.....

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!