So, I don't know what to do anymore.
Everything is falling to shambles around me, I have a baby due in December, the man that I'm crazy for can't trust me, I have no where to go in July when my lease runs out but I'd better figure something out because I refuse to move back in with my mom.
I heard this baby's heartbeat for the first time on Monday ( Read more... )

There are so many things that can change and be effected by one incident, I can't explain or understand how it's done or how to fix it. Things are easily forgotten, maybe because I'm afraid to deal with the memories, so they're buried deep within my mind hopefully never to return. I can't live with hurting the people that I love because of my ( Read more... )