today is already a drag

what is your current favorite song?
right now mine is probably "we both go down together" by the decemberists

fuck south carolina's ridiculously slow speed limits. any time i go or come back from asheville i can drive like a normal person through georgia and north carolina but the second i get to south carolina you have to stop and go a painful 55. on out in the middle of nowhere major highways! god bless georgia's badass speed tolerance and their heavenly ( Read more... )

if you are going on a trip this summer where are you going

i am probably going to l.a. for a few weeks and maybe amelia island for a week

p.s.
intoxicated picture of yours truly ahaha

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my new beloved

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a wolf at the table, pp. 116-117

i was startled awake in the night by my dog brutus standing on the bed over my body so that i looked up at his belly. he was facing the door and growling into the dark. a deep, threatening rumble was coming from him that i had never heard before. he sounded almost like an engine, like one of the machines that ( Read more... )

yeah it's about that time

i need to get the fuck out of here

was woken up way too early
popped a lot of xanax
smoked (/with ryan)
ryan told me hydrogen peroxide gets blood out of stuff
cut
cleaned all the blood out of my tub and around the house
yelled at nick for being the biggest douchebag ever and ripping me off $230
smashed my phone
told mike what nick did

( probably more trouble than it's worth )

this is the beginning of the end
do you understand me

my step-brother and i were drunk over christmas break and he said that when i die there will be no feeling of relief. i don't think i'd considered that before. relief doesn't equal nothing. what the fuck is that shit.

saturday night and i am blazed out of my mind trying to write a paper about the war on drugs it's got to be 8 pages
i am a page in, i suck i just can't make myself oh well

my bong is dead R.I.P. it served us well ( Read more... )