today is the day ( Read more... )

=/ and thats all i have to say.
but things will get better i hope.

he doesn't know it.
but he's letting me fall out of love with him..
=/ :'(

im so sick of having a crappy boyfriend.
:'( he doesnt get how hard it is on me.
maybe things will change.. soon.

there are a couple things i want to do less of.
one is eating.
the other is calling my boyfriend.
maybe if i dont call him as often
he'll start to miss me.

i guess i just broke up with jeff ( Read more... )

last night when i prayed, which im getting better at doing regularly, i prayed for God to give me strength. for Him to help me to not rely on one specific person so much, to not let this person determine my moods so often. rather, to focus more on Him, to realize that He is all i really need. plus my friends and family who i know love me very much ( Read more... )

so i hope things get better.
i think last night they got the worst.
we almost broke up,
but we didnt
and i think things will get better <3

baby i got plans tonight you don't know nothin' about.
ive been sitting around way too long tryin to figure you out.
but you say that youll call and you dontand im spinnin my wheels ( Read more... )

i think i realized why youre supposed to go away for college. so that your parents, who kick your butt into doing your homework, will finally leave you alone and LET you do your homework that they make you do so much. ahhh i dont think that made sense to anyone else, but seriously, why force me into doing it if youre just going to bother me while ( Read more... )