*please refer to my subject line.* okay guys... girls... does this sound familar? it does to me because this is my super over used excuse for guys about why they stop calling me... stop making excuses for these guys ladies. "he's just not that into you"

so i'm reading this amazing book thanks to Adrianna. it's so totally awesome. it's called... "he ( Read more... )

Well... life has been werid.
On Sunday night Lee and i started talking.
every night the whole week.
for 4 to 5 hours a night.
we would acually talk each other to sleep.
and when we got off the phone we wish we didn't have to.
i feel so... close to him.
i think i might be falling.
i'm Over John.
but i'm scared. cause i will always have feelings for him.  i ( Read more... )

slow friday... ah! lately i've been so busy. worked my ass off this week. i haven't been on here much...

i've been missing Kaila! and thinking about her a lot.  i need to see her soon. and i mean soon.
church was awesome the other day...
Melissa Francis is an angel. that girl is so amazing...

staying with Ashley tonight and Rachy. i decided that i ( Read more... )

i would just like to say... i'm proud of kaila! and i love her... and i love you all and i mean all of you...

have a good night!

JMac

life couldn't be better. yesterday was just an amazing time. I LOVE WINTERFESTI LOVE MY ORIGINAL GIRLS NIGHTERS!!!! you girls are amazing and i enjoy every second spent withchyo crazy assses! i always have so much fun. just dancing with everyone!!! i love the atmosphere. when comming closer to the dance floor you can feel the heat. the body heat. ( Read more... )

i love my friends!!! its freakin just like old times............. omg i love you girls more than anything

kreed snarly messica and RACHY!!! fuck yes~~~.... WINTERFEST ahhh "i love life."-kolby

i would like to start off by saying... I'm sorry. i know i've changed. i know that i've become a DIFFERENT person but the reality of all this change is just who i want to be. i know that i may not be the most FUN person anymore but i'm content with who i am and who i am becoming. i'll admit, this has been a struggle. and i'm battling and fighting ( Read more... )

So i'm not going to church tonight... i feel quite empty. i want to go but my energy level has hit a low. i'm so tired. i dunno. i just LOVE church but i feel like i have no energy. the desire is there but i've been in a slump these past two days. i'm happy but this John thing is bringing me down. EVERY SINGLE TIME... something goes wrong. i mean i ( Read more... )

all i can really say is that i'm done. i can't handle this constant ... this constant... slamming of the heart!

okay so with us it basically goes like this up down up down up down and it's like so freakin annoying because i never know when you going to take your ways and shove them in my face. with someone with a whole lot of pride i'm putting your ( Read more... )

okay i suppose that i should have read kailas update first before i go off saying no one cares...

i love her. she's amazing and anyone thinking the reverse... SHOVE IT! that girl is a freakin solider!!! ug!

going to church
peace ya'll