Things are happening and I don't know how I feel about them

[leon_krouser]

Hey everybody. In case any of you haven't realized yet, I am a very depressed person at the moment. I am not going to make any bones about it and I am not going to apologize for it anymore. I am not trying to be emo. I am not trying to broadcast how shitty my life is at the moment. But I am starting to get the feeling that everyone may be starting

Comments

[jayteeny12]

Can I come and kill your parents when I come down? Seriously?! Fucking christ, how they can make their own child feel that way, so fucked up. -hugs- You are not friendless and you know that. I love you big sis.

We need to work on getting some queer apartment or house together up here. How fucking awesome would that be?

Otherwise my friend Adrien's mom tried educating my parents tonight I guess, so that's cool. We'll see what comes of that.

I love you big sis, never forget that. My phone is always on <3

[leon_krouser]

No, no you may not kill them. Although seeing you when you do come down would be nice.I am trying to get over it. We'll see. But thanks lil bro for being awesome.

ps. the Mohawk is soooo awesome on you. Luv it <3!

[leolapyre]

I'm so sorry that you have to live in an environment that you can't be yourself in. Your parents have said terrible things to you, and I imagine that it's really hard not to internalize some of what is said. I experience that problem when my mom makes remarks about my appearance and gender nonconformity - I begin to internalize it and it turns into anxiety and self-image problems.

I hope that your time of happiness and stability comes sometime soon. You're really strong.

Congrats on your sobriety, btw.