My future and the rest of my life is only a week and a half away. This time of my life has always seemed so far away, and the scary thing is it still does! I'm not half as panicked as I should be, and then at times I want to kill myself and never have to go through the agony of exams. I JUST DON'T WANT TO!!!!! I really really don't. I'm studying ( Read more... )

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There are certain songs which cause me so much pain. Their beauty of course, but at the same time the fact that their melodies and lyrics cause a flooding of my heart and mind with such intense images. You know that feeling when memories seem so real it's as though you're watching them in a film? Remembering every single detail to the last shift in ( Read more... )

:::::anger:::: Did anyone else notice a sudden-self provoked- change in my layout?

I think I shall be talking about the 17th May every single day until the 17th of MayEverything else seems so unimportant, just these stupid exams! I don't know, I panic and then don't get any work done which is even worse. I didn't go on our school trip to Rome, *I*, the up until recently most un-dedicated person, stayed home and missed my last ( Read more... )

Well I am far past exhaustion at this point. Today I handed in both my world literature assignments and my TOK essay and am now essay free. They've all been looming over my head sine the summer and now they're all out of the way. Extended, world lit 1 and 2, tok, psychology experiment, history essay and mooore. Now all that's left is my english lit ( Read more... )

I know, I know I haven't updated in a while, but- I'm going through hell right now with school :P I was hald contemplating going on the graduating class' 5 day trip to Rome in March and our Debate tournament so I could study, but have decided that I'll go and have a brilliant time and risk it I suppose. I mean, I'll be so much prouder of myself if ( Read more... )

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Since I am useless in making my own icons, and I found this one so terribly gorgeous, I give all my thanks to weee Molko :D

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I'm wearing my new Eeyore slippers, they're pink and have this Eeyore standing on top of them! Wee ( Read more... )