I hate being so angry at someone and not being able to express it directly to them without clamming up. This has never happened to me before and I am so incredibly frustrated over it. Instead of just explaining how I've been feeling I act all sullen and quiet with random interjections of normal conversation. And the worst part is that I feel as ( Read more... )

My grandfather died on thursday. I wish i could verbalize how i feel in some sort of long drawn out entry but I can't. I'm just sort of numb and depressed. The funeral was hard to comprehend, the idea of him being in this wooden box in the middle of a room that everyone was staring at was just surreal. The idea of him not being at thanksgiving is ( Read more... )

After this quarter I will only need 19 more credit hours to graduate, meaning that I could potentially graduate in March as opposed to doing it in June with everyone else. This idea definitely has a large amount of pros and cons behind it. None of which I want to analyze right now considering I just received this news about 20 minutes ago. I'm ( Read more... )

So my great-aunt and uncle recently had their 50th wedding anniversary and my mom sent me a copy of my great uncle's toast and it was incredible so I am posting it here for everyone else to read and enjoy ( Read more... )

Lately I've been feeling so reclusive, the mere presence of other people is just making my skin crawl. I'm like the epitome of a crazy person, I just listen to depressing music on my ipod, eateateateat, and lay in bed. Maybe it's just February. March is looking more optimistic.

I haven't been able to sleep in two weeks. The only time I slept was when I went to Georgia this weekend. Now I'm back at OSU and I'm awake all the time. Dark circles under my eyes won't go away, I look like a heroin addict. I just lay in bed and I can't stop thinking. My head is just overflowing with stupid anxieties and worries that won't ( Read more... )

I finally have a good story to tell on this thing ( Read more... )

Not only did I actually crave taco bell tonight, but I wanted it so badly that i was willing to sit with three other people in the back of a random person's pickup truck so we could go through the drive-thru because the actual "restaurant" part was closed.

So yeah, I'm the most horrible person in the entire world. Here's why ( Read more... )

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