Ampersand

[leggymimi]

Title: Ampersand
Pairing(s): DooWoon, DooSeung, OT3 (Doojoon/Dongwoon/Hyunseung)
Rating: NC-17+
Word Count: 2801
Summary: Even if it means debasing oneself, Dongwoon will do what pleases his husband.

Comments

[leejaehwa7]

Let me just grab a spot before I go to bed.
My first day of class is tomorrow morning T__T
I'll be back to comment ^___^

[leejaehwa7]

Of all that is fucked up in this world…OMFG…NO! YOU HAVE ME SCREAMING AND SHIT! OMG! O. M. G!
I got to the point that DooSeung finished fucking and mentally snapped. WTF IS THIS?! DOOJOON NEEDS TO BE BITCH SLAPPED! HARD! BY DONGWOON AND HIS DICK! WHAT?

*does some whacked ass calming motion* Okay…Woonie…baby…you do not deserve this and I have no idea why Bee did this shit to you, but baby…no! But seriously, you always write such painful situations, but it’s somehow beautiful and heartbreaking and this has kicked me in the chest right from the start.

First of all, they are fucking married! MARRIED! And…and…
“It used to bother me in the past, four years ago. I cried and I yelled every day and one day Doojoon had enough of it and beat me to silence.”
^^^HE’S BEEN DEALING WITH THIS FOR 4 FUCKING YEARS! DOOJOON BEATS HIM! WHAT!?! YET AGAIN…DOO NEEDS TO BE BITCH SLAPPED! I’m heavy handed…can I do it? I CAN TIE DOO UP AND LET WOONIE SHOW HIM WHO THE FUCK IS BOSS! SHIT…SEUNG CAN WATCH TOO!

I try to learn from these noises. I try to learn

[leejaehwa7]

And they just keep going and going and roughly and I wonder if Doo ever loved Woonie. If they were ever really happy and why the hell would Woonie allow this to happen? Even if he just let the small things slide in the beginning, he should never think he deserves this. Everyone makes mistakes when they love someone but not this. Not the way Doo treats him and…that whore Seungie. Can choke both of them with my large-invisible-dick? Damn…I’m getting angry again

[madiwi]

This is very angsty. I just briefly ran through the points. Oh my dongwoonie... Be back with a better comment..

[madiwi]

I'm very upset right now. specifically with how horrible doojoon and hyunseung are. How could you both have treated woonie that way?

I guess needless to say, this without a doubt, clearly shows how great an author you are. considering the fact that you manage to make me feel so many emotions. also I doubt it was just me alone. I think all you readers wanted to kill them or beat them up real good. haha.

gotta say to you a great job well done here.

now gotta run and read one of your happy doowoons...

[leggymimi]

Anybody that is willing to treat something as precious as Woonie in the manner that DooSeung did is a demon. Because....... Wooooooooonnnnn....... q_____q You look at that beautiful face and then..... how could you? HOW COULD DOOSEUNG? HOW COULD ANYONE?

jkdjsdkfkajkfklfjksfkjuuuuunniiiiie........~ You are the sweetness. I just like things with emotions. :) S'more exciting that way, yeah? More meaningful... and yes, we will all have to take turns strangling/stabbing/broom-fucking DooSeung. There is a little line.

Thank you so much love. For real. Thank you. I love you. Like, it really sucks 'cause I am limited to a keyboard and my brain, so I can only show how much I appreciate your thoughts with a keyboard, but. I LOVE YOU. <33333333

(PSSSST. I have been thinking up the JunWoon idea, and the (Jun)e Bug is coming I promise. TT)

[leggymimi]

You know.... I actually was thinking about including Junhyung in here. After all the sex or whatever Doojoon makes him go out and get food. He orders the same thing from this particular restaurant, so Junhyung already knows Dongwoon pretty well. Junhyung notices something's wrong with Dongwoon, and offers to help, but no. And that's where I was gonna leave it with that, but it would've made it too long and I was dead-set on this being short.

While I wrote this it did not make me sad, but rereading for mistakes and stuff? I'm just like.... the fuck. Why. And I made Woon disgustingly submissive. Grrrr. I wish for him to find happiness, too....but what if Doojoon wants to keep him bound forever? DEPRESSIIIIIIING.

Yaaaah, sorry for breaking your heart. We can both choke DooSeung together to make us feel better, though. :) <33333333 Love you honeeeeeeeey

[leggymimi]

;_______________; SOSOSOSO CAN WE HAVE STRONG JUNHYUNG IN HERE PLS. *yanks Junhyung out of wherever he's at and plucks him into fic* THERE. NOW GO. GO AND FIND DONGWOON AND LOVE HIS SOCKS OFF AND BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF DOOJOON.

Yeeeeah it is unexpected isn't it!? I didn't plan for it to be this sick and twisted originally, just wanted Woonie to be sad and pitiful as bad as that sounds. Oh yes yes yes, I know! I get it. ^-^

That's what I'm trying to do, you know? Different styles. Fun and HARD for me. Takes a long time, but we get there.

Ahhh, is that a hint? c:

[wittesingelgirl]

For the first time in my time stanning Hyunseung and Doojoon I want to choke them to death. Evil evil evil pair, they deserve each other - not in a good way.
And tbh Woonie too >,< seriously want to kick his butt..come on baby, Doojoon is cruel, evil and he doesnt love you why do you let this happen to you - just go away, leave the bastard!
On another note, you, as usual, write so well I read slowly to savor the sick and twisted feeling of the whole fic - the way you develop the feeling is marvelously good. And the way you portray Hyunseung - although I hate him in this fic with all my heart lol - is for lack of better words - incredible.
You associate him to a snake - slithering and wicked snake - beautiful and very intimidating and menacing..I love it. Seriously that's what makes me hating him a lot in this - I think his character is the most fearful in this story.
You are a great writer! Thanks for sharing your talent with us!

[wittesingelgirl]

LOL I forgot to ask this.
Why is it called 'ampersand'?
Kinda can't look at the symbol in the same way anymore ;P

[leggymimi]

Yes, that is the lasting feel I wanted to give DooSeung. Wanting to choke them. But ah....... poor baby Woooooon. You are right, he needs some ass kicking, too, but then some comforting strokes to the head and kisses. The little thing needs love but feels as though he deserves no better than Doojoon...

Reading this slowly.......deargodno. Sick and twisted in-DEED. It did not seem that way as I wrote it, but as I proofread, I read this over and my stomach. Can't even. It's horrible. But ohhhhh~~ u/////u fklgdfjg you like it? Thank yoooooou.......... <3333

Snakey Hyunseung. Beautiful yet frightful. And a whore. He was honestly the only person I could see play this part the way I wanted it to be played. It was either him or Junhyung, but then I thought some more and was like no. Snake!Hyunseung it is.

;AAAAAAAA; oh bb thank yoooooou......... your words touch my heart. I will try to share more and more.... really, thank you thank you. And thank you for reading this sick shit because I don't know what's wrong with my head. ;A;

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[wittesingelgirl]

Hahaha in his beauty, Hyunseung can indeed look malice and intimidatingly fearsome