i did a very stange thing today ( Read more... )

on a more positive side of life though. i'm getting out of the city, david has found me a job on an avocado orchard. oooo and i've been learning to play the cello, i looooove it so much. i can play the begining to wish you were here. once i've been away from all the city icky bullshit for a while i'm going to get reiki training from justin, i just ( Read more... )

i feel like i've been drifting around lost for so long now. sometimes i seem to be moving ahead and getting my brain fairly sorted, but then i'll spin out again worse than the time before, trying to cling to anything or anyone that will bring me out of my mind. i'm sick of hurting people, sick of being hurt and sick of being so drunk most of the ( Read more... )

DisorderYour ScoreMajor Depression:High-ModerateDysthymia:ModerateBipolar Disorder:Extremely HighCyclothymia:Very HighSeasonal Affective Disorder:Extremely HighPostpartum Depression:N/ATake the Depression Test

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hehe. i just talked to luke on-line... hadn't talked to him in over a year. was really good. no weirdness at all, he even seemed really happy to hear from me ( Read more... )

i have a HOME ( Read more... )

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i'm now in westport, at the base house for the happy valley ocupation http://www.savehappyvalley.org.nz/Read more... )

at chrissies place, its sort of a cross between mem drive and bond street. it suits her well ( Read more... )