God I just feel so alone. I can't do this anymore. I can't keep getting close to people and having it not work. It's tearing me apart inside. I want to crawl under my bed and watch the world go by. I just want to sit on this godforsaken island I've built for myself while the tide comes in and swallows it all.

I'm so incredibly disappointed in my friends ( Read more... )

I hate when I feel myself growing apart from someone, especially because every time it seems like it's going to be different ( Read more... )

The fact that I'm going to be leaving this apartment forever bums me out.

I've been here for three years and now it's over.

Just like that.

Things happen so fast.

I feel like I keep making the same mistakes over and over again ( Read more... )

I've been going through all my old posts so as to avoid writing a whopping two-page paper.

I'd almost forgotten just how bitter and angry I was four years ago. I always kind of halfway remembered that 2008-09 were not very good years, but actually going through all that stuff was a real reminder of how far I've come since then.

There are posts in ( Read more... )

Vinny, I'm going to miss you man.

Sometimes I feel like I need a large overdose of game.

I feel like Joe has some kind of problem with me. He keeps making all these little remarks when I'm around and other things like that. He never seems to turn down a chance to pick at me, and I don't really know why he's doing it ( Read more... )

I feel like I need to start writing again. I've been climbing the walls lately due to not having anything to do. Actually, there are plenty of things I could go and do, but I have absolutely no motivation to do anything. I keep telling myself that when classes start up and I have more of a reason to get up in the morning that my ambition will come ( Read more... )