tl;dr
I feel like I keep making the same mistakes over and over again.
I really hate when I am legitimately trying to help someone and they take their anger out on me. Nothing gets to me more than that kind of thing.
Ugh. I just need to take a step back. It just annoys me when all I'm doing is trying to check up on someone and I get some novel in return about how stressed they are and that they can't be fucked to "worry about some guy 2,000 miles away." Cute.
I'm not going to hold a grudge over it, but I'm sure as hell going to remember and let her answer for it when the time comes.
Sorry guys. I hope none of you read this. I don't even know who's around anymore so hopefully it will just pass quietly away.
Other than that incident I'm doing pretty well. Just going through class and all that. I have a few papers to do but I'm taking them one step at a time. Nothing major. We're all getting along here at Chinook. As much as I may shit on the place for being old and having bad internet and smelling like a foot, I'm going to miss it. For better or worse this place and these experiences are a part of my life.
I'm just trying to be more positive about things in general. The economy's shitty and I'm not really meeting people or anything but I know that I can weather whatever comes my way.
This shit tonight might be getting me down but like hell am I going to let the actions of other people or other incidents outside of my control define my life. I had my fill of that back in high school, as a lot of my old LJ entries show. I'm just going to keep looking up. And hey, once Thanksgiving rolls around I'll get to see everybody back home again. So win-win.
Agh whatever so in conclusion for those of you guys still reading this, don't let life get you down. You're all great people and deserve to be happy. Be all you can be, livejournal. I know you have it in you.
I really hate when I am legitimately trying to help someone and they take their anger out on me. Nothing gets to me more than that kind of thing.
Ugh. I just need to take a step back. It just annoys me when all I'm doing is trying to check up on someone and I get some novel in return about how stressed they are and that they can't be fucked to "worry about some guy 2,000 miles away." Cute.
I'm not going to hold a grudge over it, but I'm sure as hell going to remember and let her answer for it when the time comes.
Sorry guys. I hope none of you read this. I don't even know who's around anymore so hopefully it will just pass quietly away.
Other than that incident I'm doing pretty well. Just going through class and all that. I have a few papers to do but I'm taking them one step at a time. Nothing major. We're all getting along here at Chinook. As much as I may shit on the place for being old and having bad internet and smelling like a foot, I'm going to miss it. For better or worse this place and these experiences are a part of my life.
I'm just trying to be more positive about things in general. The economy's shitty and I'm not really meeting people or anything but I know that I can weather whatever comes my way.
This shit tonight might be getting me down but like hell am I going to let the actions of other people or other incidents outside of my control define my life. I had my fill of that back in high school, as a lot of my old LJ entries show. I'm just going to keep looking up. And hey, once Thanksgiving rolls around I'll get to see everybody back home again. So win-win.
Agh whatever so in conclusion for those of you guys still reading this, don't let life get you down. You're all great people and deserve to be happy. Be all you can be, livejournal. I know you have it in you.