I know people say that they understand depression. I know they think that they understand depression. That everything will fix itself or medication will fix you. It isn't so easy ( Read more... )

The world is ever changing and if you're not ready you could end up sitting on a park bench with a gamecube and a standard nokia. its so hard to keep up and stay on trakc and do what people need you to do ( Read more... )

too much

i've been reading old entries, god ( Read more... )

everything.

i'm feeling a little put aside lately ( Read more... )

it has happened again ( Read more... )

i've managed to mask "fucking around being lazy" with the words "soul searching". trust me, i am the first person to call that shit out as such a freaking cop out. so yeah, i'm 23 almost 24 doing absolutely nothing that anyone would think was important. i mean, obviously i'm doing some things. i'm painting and i'm writing, conceptualizing and ( Read more... )

1. chipped nail polish ( Read more... )

i feel so alone, and i hate this feeling. i know that i have friends and family that carea bout me but sometimes thats not enough ( Read more... )