What matters
The world is ever changing and if you're not ready you could end up sitting on a park bench with a gamecube and a standard nokia. its so hard to keep up and stay on trakc and do what people need you to do.
i don't even know.
what am i even talking about?
recently i've made some balsey career moves, i've trusted a company to believe in me and listen to me and read my ideas and call me back and discuss them. there are reasons these things play out and i need for this to work.
i need a break.
life will get better, life will get better, life will get better.
i have to tell myself it will or i'll blow my brains out. i deserve happiness, i deserve to have something i want, and i freaking deserve this break.
don't i?
blah
i see people making something of themselves, i see people with structure and know-how just basically trample me. they are flying above me and i'm still just sitting here in my room waiting for something great to happen to me.
not only do i need my career to pick up, i need to be in love.
there is no life without it, and what the hell am i doing just sitting around? who cares if someone rejects me, after like 5 or 6 i'll be ready for the right guy. this is crazy and i welcome the idea of someone new.
peace and love and all that.
life will get better.
i don't even know.
what am i even talking about?
recently i've made some balsey career moves, i've trusted a company to believe in me and listen to me and read my ideas and call me back and discuss them. there are reasons these things play out and i need for this to work.
i need a break.
life will get better, life will get better, life will get better.
i have to tell myself it will or i'll blow my brains out. i deserve happiness, i deserve to have something i want, and i freaking deserve this break.
don't i?
blah
i see people making something of themselves, i see people with structure and know-how just basically trample me. they are flying above me and i'm still just sitting here in my room waiting for something great to happen to me.
not only do i need my career to pick up, i need to be in love.
there is no life without it, and what the hell am i doing just sitting around? who cares if someone rejects me, after like 5 or 6 i'll be ready for the right guy. this is crazy and i welcome the idea of someone new.
peace and love and all that.
life will get better.