All my life I've grown up reading and analyzing people sometimes i regret being able to do that and sometimes I find it a fun challenge. In this case I know bits and pieces of things I've found and that I've been told. It potentially hurts me knowing them and being unsure if I should share what I know. On one hand the people they affect deserve to ( Read more... )

A simple quote:

"All human wisdom is summed up in two words...wait and hope"

Another simple quote:

"Waiting is painful, hoping is painful, life is full of it all and therefore pain is everlasting"

If pain comes from waiting for something that will never come and from hoping for things that will cease to exist, then why, why do we continue each day ( Read more... )

I finally found the application that I was searching for (Houses for the Needy). I can now try and put myself to good use and help others.  I know not many people are affected by such activities but I believe that the slightest contribution of help goes a long way.  I've never really been a part of the big picture but I don't know if I'd want to be ( Read more... )

This past weekend I must say has been one of the best times I've had in a while.  First with an awesome birthday party with dinner and just a little bit of drinking, not too much ;)  Then with the random episode of dancing before bed which never came around til about 3 hours later.  Next I got to wake up dark and early to start setting up for yet ( Read more... )

This weekend my dad confronted me about something very important.  Most of the time I just keep to myself at home but this time he actually drew it out of me.  He wanted to know how I felt, not only at the time but also about everything else.  wow a deer just jumped out over my fence and paused.  The lights from my house gave its eyes a coat of ( Read more... )

As the droplets soar down crashing upon my face ( Read more... )

As much as I like to be positive about things I can only wonder what part of me that I don't show to the world.  Today I couldn't attend my classes today due to a severe head pain, but I was able to read an article about a man who couldn't make friends, couldn't find love, couldn't find peace.  It was an interesting article which desribed this man' ( Read more... )

I've never really realized how much time I spend thinking about things that have not yet happened.  Last year I always thought about things that were to come later on in life.  College, work, housing, life style, friends and family.  It has been brought to my eyes that now is the time to think of such things.  Its just so much to think about while ( Read more... )

I was just informed a moment ago by my closest friend that his brother (another close friend) will be taken off of life support tomorrow at 10:00am.  I know all to well what it feels like to lose someone, but I feel even worse knowing that it hasn't happened yet.  Knowing that all I can do is wait.  Knowing not what it feels like to be the parent ( Read more... )

Vacation is only a week away!!! So excited!  Man, time flies when you're havin' fun but when you waiting for something time seems to slow down.   Oh well.  Seems like I'll have to deal with it.  But as of right now everything is going pretty well.  Its not perfection but it'll have to do ( Read more... )