im starting to realize that graduation is upon me. im trying to not think about it, becasue i get kinda sad. i am gonna miss everyone, but actual high school i will not. i hate going to that prison, with the crowded halls and the loud yelling all the damn time. i need to get a job for summer though. any ideas? im starting to feel like im alone in ( Read more... )

Well, as you mightve heard...were pretty beast in lacrosse this year. We are doing great, undefeated in central, and we play austin (the other undefeated) this friday which should be the best game of the season...besides when we win state ( Read more... )

fuck.....fuck, fuck, fuck. im such an asshole. why do i do things i dont want to? i just dont get it. i make myself think 'yeah jeff, this is good for you, it really is'. when i really really deep down know 'your a fucking moron, why dont you just let it alone? why cant you just stop'. then i try to pass it off like it doesnt matter...but guess ( Read more... )

alright, time to finally update this thing. its been forever, i know. and too much has gone on since last time to say everything, so i wont bother. school starts tuesday and im not happy, ive had a great break and dont want it to end, but after all thats all it was...a break. one more semester and i can peace the fuck outta here. im on my way to a ( Read more... )

damn it, that one cold day got my hopes up. everyday since its been 800 degrees, and that makes me mad. i just want it to be really cold, i like the cold. things are going good, school isnt that bad actually, im having fun my senior year, im glad its good. thats it. later.

Well i havent updated in a long time, so what better is there to do when im sitting here bored. My favorite time of year is upon us, fall, late fall in particular. When the air starts to get chilly, and you cant wait for christmas break, yes already. Well, whats been goin on. Not alot actually. Just tryin to keep my grades up in school, which is ( Read more... )

ok well i turn 18 tomorrow, exciting. who knows whatll happen, hopefully its a good day. well, thats all i really have to say.

i give up :(

after a great weekend, it ends up turning to shit. thanks to one stupid girl, my life has turned to shit. no car, no phone, no life for a long time. less than a month and im 18, and very seriously thinking about leaving. i dont know where ill go or what i will do, but i dont want to be under this roof ANY longer than i HAVE to be. im at the point ( Read more... )

well, today was my first day of school. it was very easy, and i feel like a badass because im a senior and feel as if i run the school. i got to see my pooter today, made me smile, because she has down syndrom. tomorrow im goin to see brandon play at austins pizza with my gf. thursday im not sure what im doin. then friday i have bits training till ( Read more... )