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fuck.....fuck, fuck, fuck. im such an asshole. why do i do things i dont want to? i just dont get it. i make myself think 'yeah jeff, this is good for you, it really is'. when i really really deep down know 'your a fucking moron, why dont you just let it alone? why cant you just stop'. then i try to pass it off like it doesnt matter...but guess what, it does. i just want to get through these last 3 months...alone. but no, im a fucking moron. just let em know...