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I Can Feel You Breathing, But I Can't Sense A Heartbeat. Are You There?
Okay, so I kno it's ben FOREVER since I wrote anything in here, since I've been busy and forgotten. But I'd just like to update. I've been kicked out of college. Yep. Totally sucks. Of course, it's completely my fault, and I as about to pass out from hyperventalation, but I ent numb inside. Now there's this hard, compact ball of agony and despair, ( Read more... ) -
My Chest Is Tight With Agony
i cant seem to do anything right. i know its my fault. but it feels instead like the world conspires to trip and stab at me. i realize how foolish this is, but i see them all around, grabbing and snatching and pulling and pinching. i wail silently at night into my pillow, wishing for escape. somehow the world has won and i am alone in the dark, the ( Read more... ) -
"Soul Meets Soul On Lovers' Lips" - Percy Bysshe Shelley
Dropping to lie next to you, I murmur what a beautiful day it is, crisp air filling my body with a chill. You nod, watching me be in the sunlight. Then you smile, and it squeezes my chest, heart galloping painfully against my ribs.
Winging from cloud to cloud,
bored with the Earth below,
The sparrow chirps encouragement
To the ones trapped in the to- ( Read more... ) -
I'm Trembling Harder, But Will Hold You To Keep You Calm
I'm afraid too.
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Writer's Block: Got the Munchies
Either cold pizza, cheese or pep from papa johns, or cold sonic burgers, with the bread and everything squished together and congealed with a thin layer of grease. Awsome. YUUUUUMMMM!
I know it sounds gross, but that's how to desribe it, and I did so. So there. -
Or Maybe The Beating Comes From My Hand, Where My Heart Sits, Refused When I Offered It To You
mom said she was sorry and that she loves me ( Read more... ) -
I Stumble As You Walk Away From Me
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I Smother My Cries, But Reach In The Silence For You Anyways
Even after he says mean things to me and I go lay down, the unfairness of it still sits like sour bile, burning a hole in my stomach and making me sick. I don't really know what to do, other than lay here and try to understand why he hates me so much. Mom said that I was very rude when I first came here, but I don't remember any of that. I just ( Read more... ) -
Listen To Me As I Sing Sweet Death To You, Lulling You To Sleep Forever.
The man watched me, as I clung to the thin edge of metal, waves crashing a thousand feet below me, wind whipping at my body and making me hug the trailer tight. His face was unreadable, and he called out to me, "Well, girl? What is your choice?"
As I fall through the air,
You reach, but miss me
Screaming my name
And that this isn't fair.
I gritted my ( Read more... )
