I Can Feel You Breathing, But I Can't Sense A Heartbeat. Are You There?
Okay, so I kno it's ben FOREVER since I wrote anything in here, since I've been busy and forgotten. But I'd just like to update. I've been kicked out of college. Yep. Totally sucks. Of course, it's completely my fault, and I as about to pass out from hyperventalation, but I ent numb inside. Now there's this hard, compact ball of agony and despair, right about where my stomach used to be. Now there's only the pain.
But like previously stated, ALL MY FAULT. All of it. So now I have to go get a job, and it feels like I'm in this glass box twenty thousand miles under the sea, and there's spiderweb cracks where my hands are resting on the sides, my fingertips blocking the holes from flooding and exploding glass into me, drowning and fracturing my reality. No biggie...riiight.
But like previously stated, ALL MY FAULT. All of it. So now I have to go get a job, and it feels like I'm in this glass box twenty thousand miles under the sea, and there's spiderweb cracks where my hands are resting on the sides, my fingertips blocking the holes from flooding and exploding glass into me, drowning and fracturing my reality. No biggie...riiight.