ah, there's nothing like new beginnings.
and clean sheets and socks.
and going to bed early.
and eating peppermint with chocolate. damn those french, they don't know what they're talking about.

so on my way home i listened to 'this is a long drive for someone with nothing to think about' even though i just kept thinking.
the library has disappointed me- which it so rarely does.
there's a pain in my left thumb that makes me keep wondering why i decided to type in the first place.

oh such wonderful weather! the fall sincerely inspires me... so cold and clear, a well-deserved kick in the ass from lazy, sticky summer. and i love to drive my car, even though i fear it'll explode sometime soon. and i've fallen back in insane hardcore obsessive love with modest mouse today...
hit me like a ton of bricks.

motivation should come in some sort of tangible form. man alive, i hate that feeling of being insanely tired constantly, but having the urge to Do something more than lie about all day ( Read more... )

so chris this is a note to you as you are the only one who will know that what i just wrote exists and i assume that this knowledge will compell you to read what i wrote and i just thought after writing that it would be strange to post this as a journal entry when what that means is my personal journal which you know about. as my only 'friend' (and ( Read more... )

so i hate blogging ( Read more... )

hey, i've just been engulfing myself in the internet. wow, i didn't realize there was just so much to do. hm. i hate it. the internet is very much like target. you go into it thinking it'll be quick... you'll get what you need and then leave, that's it, simple as that. then you leave and think to yourself... yeah, that was a great deal on bonsai ( Read more... )

everyone is decaying. catabolism. i take things in and break them down into tiny little pieces and devour them ( Read more... )

chris has colored tetris on his cell phone. horribly jealous. jill will just have to go play on her game boy which runs out of batteries after two rounds. yes, i'm that good. it also has streaked bars down the right hand side. but it will have to suffice for i'm not rich and cannot afford a samsung sprint a 6 20 cell phone ( Read more... )

ohhhh... SO i go to hudson - fine- i go to st. paul - i am not allowed to drive until march. hmm. oh, well. more time to stay home and write i suppose. i'll try to remain positive throughout my solitary solitude. the only thing that i could not bear is not going out on Feb. 20th. my mother has said that she will be open minded and- depending on my ( Read more... )