I just put that new poem into my collection that I keep on my computer and discovered that it's been over a year since I wrote a poem. Yeesh ( Read more... )

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I find myself so heartbroken when the lives of people I love, lives which I used to play a major role in, continue on without me being a part of them. I am sad when I lose my place as someone's confidant ( Read more... )

I am worried that I will never again have a community of artists to work in. I know this is a ridiculous, unfounded fear, but it still gnaws at me. I'm constantly jealous of my friends in Indianapolis, whose artistic success seemed to take off after I left, whose community I feel like I'm not allowed to be a part of, in some ridiculous third-grade ( Read more... )

...I don't want to be "thin." I just want a body that fits into clothing without wearing plus size. There is nothing wrong with plus size, I just don't want to buy a whole new wardrobe, okay?

‎"I wish the doctor would have told you the day you were born, so it would be one of the first things you ever heard; that this world is hard, and you probably aren’t going to like it. I wish I had told you when I first saw you that sometimes the pain would be so great that you couldn’t even feel it anymore; that at the end of some days all you ( Read more... )

stolen from Taraneh:

Just carve it on a rubber stamp,
Press it in ink,
And wallop me on the forehead with it:
UNFIT FOR LOVE

I embrace the evolutionary title of 'maladapted.' Nothing else makes sense anymore.

Yes, yes, a hundred times yes.

You know, it's funny ( Read more... )

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weirded out, a little confused, sad, and anxious.

Thank God school starts tomorrow.