so life has been amazing lately because i'v made it amazing. there are still things going on in my life which suck, but i don't care anymore ( Read more... )

your not even worth it, im so much better than you! :)

college cant come any sooner...

..and i hope you know we will make an amazing husband and wife.

friend got murdered.
my dad is pretty much dying.
and my brother just went to jail.
i pretty much love my life right now.

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i don't even care about anything anymore.
im not letting anymore get me down.
im going to just brush everything off my shoulders.
im happy, because im chosing to be.
yeah, people suck.
i hate the majority of them.
i don't have many friends.
but im still happy as fuck.
because honestly, i don't give a fuck!!!!
"a few friends are better than a 1,000 ( Read more... )

today i will loose the only house i ever knew of.
and yesterday i lost my doggy.
my world is coming to an end.
i want to disappearrrr.

Feeling like your trapped in a world ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
Im going to have a huge break down any day now.
Its hard to even face this world.
I can't believe my life has come to all of this.
I want to be happy.
I've been trying so hard to be strong, SO HARD.
But its getting hopeless.

you said you hate my suffering ( Read more... )

These next few weeks are going to be hard for me & intense ( Read more... )

Its okay ( Read more... )

I wish it wasen't christmas, i can't handle this. I wish i had a family. This is so bad, none of you will ever understand.

oh, and ps. im not going to massachusetts anymore i don't think, so sweet vacation sitting in my room.