Jan 31, 2006 19:40
Feeling like your trapped in a world
You can't get out of
Always trying to escape,
But theirs someone or something holding you in.
You'll never understand what you've done
To this so called "family"
Thinking you've done nothing,
But this is reality.
Wake up, look around you,
See these eyes your destroying
Acting like its everyone else's fault
That this is breaking like a thin black sheet of glass.
Never taking ownership
For your adnormal actions
It will always be you against the world,
Not us.
Never caring about the dysfunction of this life
Locking yourself in a cave,
Hiding from these issues.
We never did anything to deserve to suffer like this.
Don't you see this?
But wait I forgot,
Your stuck in an imaginary world.
No one will never understand
How much pain and strife you've caused us.
And can't you just for once look your daughter in the eyes
And tell her the truth instead of lies?
I force myself to remember,
The memories that were NEVER there.
And I guess I'll never know,
If you really ever cared...
Poem I wrote, and if you know me, you'll know who its too.
if you don't, too bad.
i needed to get my feelings out somehow.
I DONT WANT TO MOVE!!!!!!!!! WTFFFFFFF. TOMORROW PEOPLE ARE COMMING TO LOOK AT MY HOUSE, I MIGHT KILL THEM. NO LIE, IF I GO TO JAIL. YOU'LL KNOW WHY.