Awkward legs fumble under the weight of thick hips, thick skin and sleepy eyes ( Read more... )

Dreams about ghosts, hauntings, and things that I can't control. My nightmares always involve situations that are out of control. This makes me realize how much I long to be in control of my daily life, but I'm also the queen of self-sabotage. I continually make life harder on myself ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking good at pushing people away.

I wouldn't know what to do with another chance,
If you gave it to me.
I couldn't take the embrace of a real romance,
It'd race right through me.
I'm much better off the way things are,
Much, much better off. Better by far.
I wouldn't know what to say to a gentle voice,
It'd roll right past me.
And if you chalk it up you'll see I don't really have a choice,
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Nowadays I'm generally a happier person, but I still have the days where I just want to punch everyone in the face. I'm really on edge lately and I feel like every person is a total cunt. When I get annoyed with people I just think about the awesome friends that I do have and it calms me down. I think life will get less stressful once I'm done with ( Read more... )

My life is just hilarious and awkward. School ends in about a week and I have a couple weeks of summer vacation before I go to summer school. I've really worked hard on being positive over the last month and I can feel my self-esteem strengthening. Things don't bother me as much as they used to, I'm trying to take everything in stride even though I ( Read more... )

Tonight was exactly what I needed even though it's the last thing I should be doing right now ( Read more... )

So fucking sick of my family. The more people tell me that I need to do what is good for me, the less I want to do it. I wish they'd just leave me the fuck alone and let me figure it out for myself.

I can no longer remember if your eyes were blue or brown and I consider this lapse of memory to be the best thing that's happened to me all month. I'm finally forgetting your face and it feels so good.

Maintaining good health is such a drag. I'd rather sleep all day.