I don't if anyone ever reads this but...PS I'm engaged and more than happy and excited about it. It didn't take long, some may say but I waited 2 years for this person. I am meant to be with him and he is meant to be with me. He is the one, and I believe that more than anything. We are moving in together in the middle of next week and I am so so so ( Read more... )

So I can come here and brag about how lucky I am to have Zach. So yes the new boyfriend but I mean, I feel like I am lost in lala land it has that...as Carrie would say za za zu, and I love it. I mean I am not even able to think about what to write cause there is way to much. But to sum it all up in one sentence. I have never felt so happy and I ( Read more... )

We're not us anymore

I looked back in my journal like 2.5 ago and realized how fucking lame I was when it came to certain people and certain...no jut certain person. Why was I like that. My intense retardation probably more stress and strain on what could have been a decent friendship. I was selfish and did not give the brake up, my feelings, and his feeling seriously ( Read more... )

Emergency Candles ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is or how I become the way I am. I wish it did not happen, I feel as if I strive or crave to be someone I am not. I thought I was happy with who I am for once in my life. Happy with everything, happy with my looks, me personality, just happy with me. Maybe this is a relapse and I will bounce back. Let's hope. I feel lost again ( Read more... )

OK ( Read more... )

I think its funny that you want to play the myspace game. What we move each other on and of the list, number 2 to not even there. It's cool you child, your ignorant ( Read more... )

Could have said that better? Well, life is to short so love the on you got cause you might get run over or ya might get shot ( Read more... )

Wow so it has only been months since my last entry ( Read more... )