after much talking and additional research tonight, i have to say that I FUCKING HATE SCIENCE. it has given me no hope whatsoever. it is taking a great love from me. well, maybe a love i never had in the first place. but i have very little hope now. short of a miracle, or the hardest work any one person would ever have to do for the rest of their ( Read more... )

So, my life. An update, yes ( Read more... )

...and sometimes, life gets better, there's a light at the end of the tunnel, God pulls through for you...

On another note:


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He told me that he wants to be a better person. That he realized how much it hurts to have someone do the things that he's been doing to others (and to me). That I've taught him so much about how to treat people right, how to go about dating someone the right way ( Read more... )

Okay, I haven't written a damn thing in almost a year, so please pardon this poem ( Read more... )

I tell everybody that if something is meant to be, it will happen the way it's supposed to. I really do believe that.

But the hardest thing is to believe it for myself. This is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do.

After 17+ years of waiting, I finally have my own cat! Meet Callie (short for Calypso):


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I thought that several of my friends would enjoy this brief segment of the book I am reading for the second time ( Read more... )

Life is hectic, life is good. Oh, and this is what a forty of beer can do to your toe:


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Despite some setbacks, life can't hold me down right now. I'm not saying everything is perfect, but everything is looking up ( Read more... )