I'm so sad. I don't think there has ever been a sadder time in my life as there is right now. My mom almost died, my grandmother is really sick, and I just found out today my dad's dying. I can't fucking take this anymore. I've always wondered what I would do if my parents ever died. I really thought about a lot of things. I need to show my love ( Read more... )

so I didn't go to work today. My mom wanted to see me. It turns out she had a STROKE. My poor mother. Wow. That was definitely a wake up call not only to her, but to me. I love her dearly and I know I don't always show it. Awww. I feel so guilty and selfish! Ahhh. She has surgery on her arteries tomorrow. I guess they were really clogged up. She ( Read more... )

omg...my mom has to get an operation done and probably won't be home until friday or saturday now...

ahhh...

on a more random happier note-I love Adam Brody. He plays Dave on Gilmore Girls and he was in The Ring too. Anyway, I can't wait to see the new show Welcome to the OC, its going to be on fox and he's in it! It looks really good.

i need to do something with my life....you know, I thought I was but all this....everything I've known has been a lie, I mean nothing....I'm nothing ( Read more... )

AHHHH PROM'S TONIGHT!!! WOOHOO!!!

there's just too much that time can not erase.

whoo! work was pretty good, I worked with my two favorite people, Lyndsay and Matt. I also got my paycheck tonight. $180! That's going towards my prom dress. Prom's May 17th, ahh. I have SATS tomorrow. OMG. You know that promo song that's been on Dawson's Creek lately? I thought it was Michelle Branch and it is. I LOVE THAT SONG. It's the best. I ( Read more... )

oh man. On Thursday I went out with Heather looking at prom dresses and then we went to Cape Cod and went out to dinner but we got lost haha so we didn't get home until 1:30 in the morning, I got in a lot of trouble, ahh. Then on Friday night-Brittany came over and did my hair and make up for the Greenwell (local band) concert. Yeah it was supposed ( Read more... )

did you get to be a star?

I have a week off of school for April vacation. woo. Work's been alright. I'm getting better at it, atleast I think so. haha. Ah, Carol's in Texas this week...I miss her. I just talked to her online though. She's soo funny, she always can make me laugh until I'm in tears. Well, I'm gonna go crawl up on the couch with a nice warm blanket, eat sugar ( Read more... )