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I'm so sad. I don't think there has ever been a sadder time in my life as there is right now. My mom almost died, my grandmother is really sick, and I just found out today my dad's dying. I can't fucking take this anymore. I've always wondered what I would do if my parents ever died. I really thought about a lot of things. I need to show my love for them in every way. All this time I really took them for granted, they've done so much for me-now its my turn to do stuff for them. I can't even believe I'm talking about this...it just hit me so unexpectedly. I have to go get ready for work, I shouldn't even go since all I feel like doing is crying.