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I am so fucking tired of insensitive, repetitive comments given to me by others about my relationship status. How if such-and-such had been done to them, they would just leave the relationship. Unless you have been in my exact same situation, then hold your fucking tongue. Some of us don't have friends and family to turn to in times of crisis. And ( Read more... )

I haven't seen my eyes look this way for years.

Dream: There was a woman who could not walk across the street. She was wounded. No wheelchair was available. She was in a lot of pain. She needed to get to various places in town, but no one could move her. So I said, "I will carry you." She readily agreed. I gently picked her up and carried her ( Read more... )

I am reading my Chinese horoscope every year from now on. They are so painfully fucking accurate.

Sometimes I feel as though I am losing myself ( Read more... )

Another phone post ( Read more... )

I accomplished a really great thing today. It was something I had been dreading for months. Public speaking-related. Surprisingly, it turned out to have not been a big deal at all ( Read more... )

Tonight, I forced myself to just lie down in the dark, to reflect & to remember. This was something I always used to do. Now, it is so rare. I am doing good things for my life, but man, they certainly are challenging without a solid support system. But I already decided what I want, come hell or high water. Even though I continue to improve my life ( Read more... )

Believe me, I know what to do to get ahead in life. I am in this bachelor's program, preparing to do something I love that can potentially earn me 100,000 a year. We critique & point out flaws & yeah, I get that that is what benefits us in the long run. I listen to the feedback, even when it's harsh, & I don't whine or argue. Even when the feedback ( Read more... )

28 June 2013I watched Life of Pi tonight. I discovered the book, years ago, at a thrift shop. I was drawn to its cover; the image of a boy & a tiger sharing a single tiny boat in a vast sea of water drew me in, as I myself was also floating amongst uncharted waters at this time in my life. Possibly I was lost within my own Bermuda Triangle. Anyway ( Read more... )