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Ralph Waldo Emerson said "There is no privacy that cannot be penetrated. No secret can be kept in the civilized world. Society is a masked ball where everyone hides his real character and reveals it by hiding."So I guess it was inevitable that the burned bridge was just sitting on rusted tracks and was bound to fall, crash when it did ( Read more... )

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down.
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try,
Well how can I say I'm alive?

He makes me laugh, cleans my microwave and indulges in my madness I think I'll keep him...

Somehow I was coaxed into using my day off to help my manager paint her new house, working an extra double during a week of 4 out 5 double shifts, spent my lunch break listening to an argument for pro seal hunt and somewhere along the line I agreed to go to a wedding I really shouldn't have been invited to just so that bride can see her ex ( Read more... )

I need sleep, a lot of it and maybe some time to sleep.

Lately I've learned the art of all nighters and denying the fact that you have been up for 3 days to everyone that asks "Hungover?" because I'm not hungover, I have no real excuse except the very real possibility that I am a masochist.

I'm fairly certain that the things that seem impossible are generally just estranged, not really all that far away at all just past the all the road blocks and insanity.

not that far at all..

Even if I photoshopped you in my mind, I still couldn't love you ( Read more... )

I want to push myself through all the bad parts and come out accomplished, but somehow that seems to good to be true. I need some sunny weather to make me feel uplifted or inspired, lately I'm a blank slate without any kind of potential, drained from one of many obstacles ( Read more... )

I have a whole day off tomorrow, and damn it I'm not answering that phone to hear the pleading voice of a fellow employee who comes to me with a sad story and a plea. I'm going shopping for the 210th time over the last two months and buying useless items that I can have no place for, maybe some eye shadow I'll never wear and I'm seriously ( Read more... )

"I can't return to you, you must return to me..That's the deal, did I say I'm sorry.."