Apr 23, 2006 16:06
Ralph Waldo Emerson said "There is no privacy that cannot be penetrated. No secret can be kept in the civilized world. Society is a masked ball where everyone hides his real character and reveals it by hiding."
So I guess it was inevitable that the burned bridge was just sitting on rusted tracks and was bound to fall, crash when it did.
I knew that my loose lips and moment of stupidity would eventually come out, I just wished it wasn't when I had actually started to respect you, maybe even called you a friend. Timing has a way of kicking you in the face, because frankly if all of this had of been revealed just 30 days ago, I'm fairly certain that all of this guilt wouldn't be controlling my eye contact and lack of ability in interacting with you at all. I would have preferred a childish punch in the face rather than those watery blue eyes asking me why I just couldn't keep my word. I'll await your revenge, and I'll have to stand back and accept it without any defense...
Damn we're a complicated bunch aren't we?
I suck, and frankly there is no big word that makes that sound any less real.