"you are one of the greats. one day we'll have ours. it will come, I promise you. i think about that little highschool dream as well andi just wanted to let you know i don't think it'll be a dream forever. sweet dreams or no dreams babe. i love you."

I know that was a long time ago, but I found that and it made me smile. I needed it today too.

I feel incredibly depressed tonight, and well, just lately in general. No joke.

Oh how I don't really miss online journals. Although I will admit they've been somewhat theraputic in the past. Anyway, I can't say I have much going for me lately. Although I do have a job and a girl, although the latter really isn't working out too well. Hopefully quitting Pizza Hut soon and going back to my old job at the gas station, literally ( Read more... )

I'm feeling pretty miserable these days. That's all for now.

This year is going to be yet another bittersweet year. I think the main theme of it will be learning to let things go. That's all I've spent this first half learning how to do. I have always been the type to assume that even though something has ended, it'll still be considered an option for me later on. What I mean is that I never really feel like ( Read more... )

I love people who move on from one vice to the next without even giving it a second thought. Talk about a lack of self control.

Why is it that I find people whose first response to a stressful situation is, "Man, I'm definitely getting fucked up tonight." Honestly, it's sad sometimes. And I wish they wouldn't act as if it were appalling that I should say that. How many times have you run from your problems by way of drugs or alcohol? I heard somebody say once that they ( Read more... )

I wish I were more poetic, maybe then I could impress you ( Read more... )

I should be studying for class tonight, but I can't concentrate today. Nothing really ever feels right these days. I've been kind of whoring myself around a bit, and that's been causing way too many problems for me, so I really need to scale it back a bit. I think my first step is to end any of the uncertainty surrounding my status with these few ( Read more... )

Oh, I neglect this journal too much. And I neglect a lot of other things, people especially. But then again, I'm just selfish anyway. I'm self-absorbed and typically other people's feelings don't matter much to me. I consider those feelings, and I try not to hurt them, but if it comes to what I want versus what they want, I'll pretty much choose ( Read more... )