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The real how
All those years ago, I must've thought to myself: (thanks to an anonymous find on G+)
It's impossible, said pride;
It's risky, said experience;
It's pointless, said reason;
... Give it a try, said the heart
And try and toil I did. -
The real why
Interesting find on somebody's wall on another social media site.
"Respect yourself enough to walk away from anything that no longer serves you, grows you or makes you happy."
And ... this thing in my life... it... became none of those, not even the potential. So I had to.
Didn't make it easy, convenient or painless however. Ah well. -
2nd Year
So here I am, 2 yrs. 10 hrs. 40 mins. after the last big break-up. I've asked myself many times how many of these I can take, and each time I immediately answer not many. That's not mere pragmatism talking... I really don't think I can take many of these. Everyday I'm more & more convinced that I can't rebuild version x.0 +1 as easily as I built ( Read more... ) -
No sequel
Some of life's most important moments are marked by changes. While some are definitively happy events, some... make the world seem dimmer, humanity more sinister, the future bleaker. Yet we toil and trouble, burn and bubble, onwards to the final act ( Read more... ) -
Death of a so-called relationship
I wanted to tell someone today... many things. Awful, terrible, even hateful things. But instead I have this song in my head. It's a song about love.
Nagmula ng nagkalayo
Araw gabi, nalulungkot
'Di matanggap ng damdamin
Na ikaw ay hindi na akin
I wanted to tell her she's not a good friend at all. That she's not even a good person. That I feel sorry ( Read more... ) -
White lies aren't always bad... no me vienen nada mal
I guess I could mention I went to this street fair/festival event in downtown Columbus called ComFest, but there was really nothing noteworthy. Ate too much... yeah, that's noteworthy ( Read more... ) -
Early morning
Had a conversation yesterday morning ( Read more... ) -
stress
I just found a strand of long, white hair on me. I have black hair but I don't think the discoloration is very unusual, aside from its location on my knee. I'd love to take a little snapshot of this oddity to show that I'm not exaggerating, but it's probly gross to some ( Read more... ) -
self torture
I inflict torture on myself once in a while. I do wonder if it's a special talent.
I browse old journal entries. Often a big mistake, really.
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Tuesday, May 24th, 2005 - 10:19 pm - The heart has a reason that Reason does not know part 1 (private entry)
There's a reason Blaise said that. The heart is uncontrollable, an unknown, a wild beast ( Read more... ) -
Special Request
So I accidentally came across this Rockapella cover of "Here Comes The Sun"And now I wanna burn a CD for my morning drive. I want it to go with the theme of sunrise, dawn, morning, waking up, that stuff ( Read more... )