alrighty so i dont know what my problem was

but im not christian

and i think i said that so that sarah would forgive me

but the truth is

sarah is the devil

i did nothing to her

and i did not deserve what i got

perhaps i deserve what happened with meg and i
but its okay because now i have real friends who wont talk shit

much love

<3

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i cant see the toasters tonight
i think i might cry

i need a cigarette

i just got in a fight with my best friend

and i cant see the toasters tonight

travis hasnt called
i dont think he loves me

i need a cigarette

goodbye

<3

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i think i will audition

just for kicks

maybe i'll win

would anyone try to watch?

to vote for me?

i dunno

whatever

im having a bad time

anyone want to give me a hug and a cigarette?
i need to quit

i feel like shit