Sep 09, 2004 17:01
it's no ones fault but my own these feelings that i am feeling.
i really dont even understand where it is all coming from.
i have been crying every day
my moms getting married
im still alone
more alone then i was several hours ago
a week ago
i'm still meganless, but i have myself to blame for that one. not her fault and i have forgiven her for anything she may have done that she regretted, but its going to be harder to forgive myself.
im sick and tired of being sad
it affects too many people
more then just me
today i yelled at a friend of mine
told her that she was a fucking bitch and that i was having a really bad week, month, whatever and she should leave me alone.
i act too rashly.
i need to get away
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