It's yet again been so long since I've journalled, but I find myself sad with no one to talk to. Not in the psychotic-suicidal way like how I normally freak out, but I'm just feeling a little scared. For some reason I was thinking about the end of the school year and how I would like to write a letter to Mr. Berish. But then I started crying...it's ( Read more... )

So I'm back again...two days in a row. HAHA. So tomorrow I'm going to go drive to Devan's house and pick her up. She will then hang with me at my house for about four or five hours. This makes me excited and happy. I'm guessing we'll probably watch Eddie Izzard...because we are hardecore fans....and then we'll take pictures and look ridiculous ( Read more... )

Wow...I seem to notice this trend in which I totally forget Livejournal and then I randomly pick it up again after four month intervals of not using it. I guess I just get caught up in other things. I don't write much about how I feel anymore...though I should. Everytime I get a problem or something, I just rant and rave to Ryan about it and then ( Read more... )

O-M-F-G I LIVE!!!! Eh-hem, yes, anyways...after a long (almost) 3 months of not updating livejournal and seeing as I am bored for the time, I decided to rant upon my latest news I suppose. For the time being I feel like being a whiney bitch, but hey, that's life and sometimes it happens. But now for the cause ( Read more... )

STATE!!!! ZOMG I'm going to get up at 2:30am to be ready by 4:00am to go to breakfast at Denny's...Drama people are a bunch of crazies. lol.

I had play practice today and it was extra awesome. Taylor and I had to keep going over and over the last scene. (YIPPEE!!!) I lost track of kisses. ^^ T'was that good. He had to work today so we didn't hang out. Allison thinks we were acting boyfriend/girlfriend-ish backstage. I was wearing two buns today for my hair and he held them in his hands ( Read more... )

So yeah....getting caught up in stuff again. I totally forgot that the last time I updated was indeed James' birthday...I totally felt bad for forgetting. I went to the south homecoming game. North kicked their asses 16-0 last night. I saw James, Boyd, and Kramer there. I went home with James that night for his little "party" with a couple of his ( Read more... )

*sigh* I just don't get it. Brett got a date for homecoming, according to Kevin, Devan is going with him(haven't checked with Dev yet so I don't know that for a fact) and I just don't get why I have such bad luck in love. I mean, I know Devan's views so it's not a big deal for her...but Brett got a fucking date to homecoming like 2 days after he ( Read more... )

So yeah, I broke up with Brett. He's pissed, but I don't care. I'm not about to suffer to keep him happy. I asked Aaron to the homecoming dance and he agreed to perhaps go to the game. That'll be cool. Rachel said she was going to talk to Ryan and he'll convince Aaron to go with me to the dance. I doubt it'll happen...I'm just glad we might go to ( Read more... )